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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

" When Dreams come true"

Well I am back and trying to get back into the swing of being home. I just got done reading this book called " When dreams come true" it was so good. It got me thinking about my life and what God wants me to do when it comes to finding my future husband. As of now I have never dated or had a boyfriend. That is a rare thing to happen in this time that we are living in where the world says that you are nothing if you do not have a guy at your side. As I get older i will be 18 in October I start to wonder... What kind of guy has God made for me? Do I know him yet? What does he like to do? What are his dreams and plans. I want this guy to first love God more than me for I have learned to love is to know the maker of love. I pray that he has kept himself pure as I have kept myself pure for him. I have wrote letters to him even though I may have never met him before. Okay so yes reading that book has really had me thinking about my relationship that I want to have with my future husband. First I want him to be my bestfriend before even having a "romantic" relationship. I feel that God will set things in motion and that it will all happen in his time. I have always said that I want the guy to ask my dad if he can date me actually i believe in courtship anyways. and that he would ask my dad for my hand in marriage. I also have always said that I want my first kiss that I have be on my wedding day when the preacher says you may now kiss the bride. ya I know that alot of my dreams to the world would be considered "old fashion" but i belive that this is how God wants my relationship to be when it comes to guys. Well now that you know my heart I will go. well I need to go vaccum back to reality! well luv ya and my future husband and if you are out there reading this I love you too and I am praying for you! Michelle

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